whatever!

i am so blamed for not going for an outing with you people just because its so last minute and i am SUPPOSE to throw aside all my things that i have already planned and upset those that i am with? i am not type of person if you dont know. and please, think about how many times you people planned something and i blocked my time out for our gathering and guess what, who are those who dont bother and call me at 6.45pm to tell me that everything is cancelled when the gathering is at 7pm. so give me a reason why should i continue to make time for your gatherings when i know that it will just be cancelled and i will spend my day stoning instead? and give me a reason for trying to make time for the so called gathering when you call me at 4pm and tell me to meet at 7pm in town. and please, when you cant make it, you will have a good reason for not going. as for others, you will just say that they dont bother about the clique anymore. why dont you think about the times when i had to study for my exams and the times that i actually have to work. you people can call yourself the usual five for all i care. because, yes, sometimes i really feel so away from some of you because of your seriously self centered behaviour and thinking. however, if you are going to accuse me for not caring about how u feel, i am really not going to care because i dont see anyone of you caring at all. and please, yes, i want to move on the a better area and i want you people to move on with me. because we are no longer there anymore. i cant stop my advance so that i can still 'click' with you people.

i sincerely hope that ONE of you will actually read this because i dont think i can hide this animosity any longer.

i feel so much better now.
i love my classmates(A5 only) and touch team.