motivation

am i happy working as a teacher now? i dont know. i am tire of screaming into faces of students. and explaining something like at least 5 times before they can actually get it! oh man. i think my salary is the only thing that is keeping me there, ka-ching! i need money, where is my 8th april?

driving has been fun except that i am taught in chinese and i take a little while more to process the information and my dear instrutor said that i am slow. HELLO, he should teach me in english.

read newsweek if you have it the special issue this week. it is really really touching. seriously, the iraq war is also tearing families of US soldiers apart. so is iraq war the only way for those in iraq to be at peace? and must us really intervane? how about those poor soldiers from US who wants to return to their family to be a good son, husband and father. do they really have to be there?

pretty tioman =)

we are stick together for a term!

Guess who =)

i want this.

how good will it be if we have such a head quarter in singapore and less women will be suffering under their abusive and brainless husband.

teacher, again.

i am a relief teacher, again. in a primary sch this time. and seriously. it is so different and insane in here. see only one class for a really long time and its really hard just to concentrate on one class! and my class is quite nuts and noisy. i am so stuck here for 3 months. please hope that i will still have my brains after that and my brains will be still functioning as per normal because it will be so amazing that i can survive 10 wks talking to kids who talk nonsense.

anyway, the kids here are stil quite nice if you dont teach them and just play with them.

not that old!

You Are 16 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

judgement day.

i cant get myself to sleep more. my heart seems to be thumping so hard that i just cant sleep. but i feel calm. is this calm feeling a facade that i am using to make myself feel better and deceive myself that everything will be fine. even though i have thought it through and seriously, there is nothing i can do but to accept the results. but, its so irritating if i have to entertain those irritating aunties and uncles who do not understand what i will be going through. the adrenline rush and every thing that comes and goes.

i had calls last night asking if i have confidence. please do not ask me such a question, its pointless. and please, i am better off if u keep ur mouth shut and not utter a single word.

even though i appreciate those who told me good luck, but that constant reminder is not doing anything nice.

i'll be at peace if no one ask me what is my result.

my new playmate

she is going to be my pretty new friend.