judgement day.

i cant get myself to sleep more. my heart seems to be thumping so hard that i just cant sleep. but i feel calm. is this calm feeling a facade that i am using to make myself feel better and deceive myself that everything will be fine. even though i have thought it through and seriously, there is nothing i can do but to accept the results. but, its so irritating if i have to entertain those irritating aunties and uncles who do not understand what i will be going through. the adrenline rush and every thing that comes and goes.

i had calls last night asking if i have confidence. please do not ask me such a question, its pointless. and please, i am better off if u keep ur mouth shut and not utter a single word.

even though i appreciate those who told me good luck, but that constant reminder is not doing anything nice.

i'll be at peace if no one ask me what is my result.