Ronaldo

if u didnt know, my dearest is actually the PFA player and young player of the year. he is the second person in the last thirty years that has achieved this. (claps) and he is voted by fellow footballersto win these two awards. so, people in the world (WHO THINKS THAT HE IS ALWAYS SHOWBOATING) pleast take a step back wards and look at his achievements this season. Mourinho apparently says 'And if he lies he will never reach the level that he wants to reach.' i think he is somewhere around that level already! and please, mourinho actually doesnt tell the truth and hide behide his excuses when his team under perform. so, who is the best actor of all?

papers, books and more papers

i am surrounded by tons of papers and stacks of books. my table is in a mess and somehow still neat in some way. this is so scary because i have just finish my 4th wk of work only. its hard to keep things in place because of the new things that are coming in daily and the things that i have to mark daily. those stuffs are really piling up. my class has finished until 7 already and i am still marking the last practice for unit5 for maths. and seriously, i dont know how to start marking the things beacuse they are rather time consuming. SIGH.

well, at least i am on task for Eng! i am able to mark insanely because the quality of work i get is significantly better. Even though their language is still not there but i can see that they are actually putting in more effort. i think my class just hates maths so it is so hard to even start teaching effectively. with kids that have short attention span, it is even harder when they dislike the subject. i am trying rather hard to get them interested by adding as many activities as i can. i am sorry for killing so many trees just to print those worksheets to get motivate them. my maths worksheets seem so tall and hard to conquer.

with mas' art pieces pouring in weekly and the amount of worksheets that i keep increasing weekly, perhaps we are going work in a amazing condition. i cant even find my glucose box an hour. it just resurfaced from the stack of newpapers.

on a happier note, i am able to have my laptop now and i can listen happily to songs daily, even though the internet radio thing is rather screwed at times, but its better than nothing. one bad thing about owning a government property, they restricted the websites that i can visit. and so, te web site that i can watch heros, desperate housewives and grey's anatomy from is

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and they name it as the 'denied access policy'.

Cristiano Ronaldo dos Santos Aveiro

i think he is the best =)
http://soccernet.espn.go.com/columns/story?id=421354&root=europe&lpos=spotlight&lid=tab2pos2&cc=4716

lazy, i am

i realize how lazy can a person get. i been so busy this weekend. i dont know doing what. i have to type remarks for my class and i found out how hypocritcal i am as a teacher.

enough about that.

i think my brain is not well recently because i can no longer think as fast or as much things. i am getting confuse and everything. i think what shak told me when i started working is really true. i am really not thinking much there. people please, talk more to me to make me think. ask me questions to make me think. i think i need jesse for a massive bitching and arguing with him session.

recently, i been thinking of the days that i used to play in school and skipping all the lectures. walking with my dearest nina to favorite toilet. walking around school with dearest nina randomly. i miss all my classmates!

umar's day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)

nina =)

i love her.

whatever!

i am so blamed for not going for an outing with you people just because its so last minute and i am SUPPOSE to throw aside all my things that i have already planned and upset those that i am with? i am not type of person if you dont know. and please, think about how many times you people planned something and i blocked my time out for our gathering and guess what, who are those who dont bother and call me at 6.45pm to tell me that everything is cancelled when the gathering is at 7pm. so give me a reason why should i continue to make time for your gatherings when i know that it will just be cancelled and i will spend my day stoning instead? and give me a reason for trying to make time for the so called gathering when you call me at 4pm and tell me to meet at 7pm in town. and please, when you cant make it, you will have a good reason for not going. as for others, you will just say that they dont bother about the clique anymore. why dont you think about the times when i had to study for my exams and the times that i actually have to work. you people can call yourself the usual five for all i care. because, yes, sometimes i really feel so away from some of you because of your seriously self centered behaviour and thinking. however, if you are going to accuse me for not caring about how u feel, i am really not going to care because i dont see anyone of you caring at all. and please, yes, i want to move on the a better area and i want you people to move on with me. because we are no longer there anymore. i cant stop my advance so that i can still 'click' with you people.

i sincerely hope that ONE of you will actually read this because i dont think i can hide this animosity any longer.

i feel so much better now.
i love my classmates(A5 only) and touch team.

ESTHER'S DAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR GIRL!

hopefully you'll see this and still remember about our phantom of the opera date! and we have not buy the tickets yet. anyhow, i miss you and i love you =)

illustration

my new friend! =)