tired legs, its all in the head

after playing for a week, i guess i am truly tired. but its all in the head now. believe and you will be able to do it. had rather good games for the last week and we are doing fine. our defense has been great =)) love! the feeling of winning is good. but the best thing is that we are able to get each other's playing style and everything. we are going to keep the number of tries let in to 0. that's the aim.

i kept thinking about it. whether if its worth it or not. i guess, things will just turn our fine on its own. forcing it is actually bad. no one will be able to handle it. for now, i have so many tiny things to do. perhaps its worth it. but do i really want it? i dont know. its like a choice that i will have to make. but no matter what my choice is, i should not regret because i made the choice. life is bitch but we should love it. 

anyhow, school is starting. my first lecture is like starting in 40 mins. after the holidays, its so hard to kick start the urge to start studying again. its so boring that i will have to study again. but well, i dont have a choice. its hard but still! 

much love

shan