its really fast

my mum drove pass nus the other day when i was in the car and this thought striked me real hard. i am already 18plus. like how fast can life get. i remembered meself telling my mother when i went to primary 1 that i will study in nus when i am older when she drove pass the exact same road. then, when i was in sec2, when my studies was in a mess and my life was screwed up by those passer-by. and the thought that i have when i went to the track there was, will i ever make it there? the thing about nus went away for the next 4 years. but when i received my results this year, it went through my mind at exactly the stretch of road when my mum drove again, that i think i am going in there. and the other day, i turned to my mommy and said ' am i really 18? am i really in there? am i really going somewhere? i am really going in there.' the thought that came to my mind was, people are actually growing up real fast. it seems like just yesterday that i told my mom for the first time that i will go there and now i am really going towards that direction.

just like it was yesterday that i went into jj and met all the wonderful people that i love and the weirdos that i hate. those people that laugh with me at stupid things or funny people are those i treasure.

i miss school due to the slacking around part, the mass bitching session with A5, the ever-so-tiring training but fun with teamies, the laughing at weirdos with all those around me at the usual table, the ever-so-long walk to LT5 toilet but i will not mind walking, the regular running to the lockers to search in our ever-so-messy lockers to find things that we can never find, opening up su's locker to take 7pairs of stinking boots out and MUCH MUCH MORE.

its all in my head. i will never want to forget all this happy moments we have gone through.